Monday, December 04, 2006
hmmm.. bday passed.. sis bday passed.. baptism day passed.. haax.. everyday jux pass by like tt.. weeeeeeeeeeeee.. wooooooooo.. jux feel like doing tt.. hahax.. bored to the core man.. haax.. went out to drink coffee with trent jux now then fetch him home from siglap.. hmmm.. slowly enjoying class 95 in the car.. veri soothing music lehx.. haax.. makes you wan to daze and think of other stuff other then the road.. but at night i suppose is okie las..so angry las ytd rite there was this big BMW SUV los.. there is a road near bradell with merging lane from 2 lanes to 1 las.. then this stupid SUV is behind me initially then he try to squeeze with me from 2 lanes to 1 lane las.. i like step brake quite hard to let him cross los.. if not i scratch his stupid SUV le.. and i was so close to the kerb already los.. this kind of drivers ar sure cox a lot of accidents.. grrrr.. oh well its over.. hmmm.. today something freaky or rather good thing happened to me.. i got baptized today las.. then ar.. when the pastor sprinkle the holy water on my head while i am kneeling down with my eyes closed las.. there was this image of jesus christ being nailed to the cross.. then the holy water on my head dripped onto my hand that has red paint marks on them cox i was making gundam model the day b4.. haax.. it is like He is cleasing me with his blood las.. haax.. jux sudden de.. hmmm.. yaax.. btw the model kit is given by my friends as bday present.. haax.. everything i do ar.. will relate to her somehow.. but yaax.. hahax.. today my aunt ask me.. so how ar you and her? normal friends ar.. then she come back right.. when both of you meet you wun feel awkward mehx? last time you all so close.. haax.. and also ask me wad kind of attitude you go and meet her? is it that kind of wan to get back together lehx or wad.. hahax.. think im fine with it las.. jux like go out los.. y think so much.. wahhahaax.. until then, then you will know las.. hahax.. but is kinda impossible i guess.. lolx.. time fly please.. lolx.. jux let me erm finish wad God wans me to do here and go.. haax.. i always have tis ques in mind but haven ask yet.. they say that if you believe in God and confess that you believe in Him, you have a ticket to heaven.. FOC.. yayax.. but wad for? eternal life? wad if you dun fancy eternal life like me.. jux dun go hell and i'll be happi le.. my pastor told be something like tt b4.. if you dun go heaven that means is hell los.. cox there is nothing in the bible that states there are other alternatives.. haax.. when you die, cant i jux be gone and be with it? hmm.. like a pile of dust.. POO!! gone.. forever and ever.. wahahahahax.. there is this story.. one man he is given by God to choose between heaven or hell.. God says He will bring him to see both places b4 he decides los.. then when he went to heaven, he sees many pple sitting down drinking tea and pple singing songs to praise God.. then He took a trip to hell, he saw pple playing tennis golf and a bar.. later God ask him, so wad is your decision? he said that if he goes heaven he gotta sing praises eternally and hell seems more carefree.. so he decided to go hell.. but when he touches the doors of hell it is burning hot and pple inside hell are suffering from the intense heat.. and God said to him.. you have been used by the devil.. you always see things that is right in front of you.. like the toubles you have now.. is jux in front of you.. God has His purpose for wadever He does.. haix.. pray that i'll learn this well.. ehx.. lost my chain of thoughts.. hahax.. OHHHH.. remember le.. try this yourself.. that day we are having this discussion on visions and life.. okok.. draw a tomb-stone on a piece of paper.. put your name on it.. year when you are born and a dash and put XXXX(date of death) exp for me is 1987-XXXX.. then think wad you wan to be on your tomb-stone and write it down.. wad you have writen is the vision and goal of your life.. haax.. cool eh.. think this is enough for you folks to digest for a day.. hahahahax..Labels: mood: peaceful
[Zen] believed today at 12:48 AM
