Saturday, December 23, 2006
hey hey hey.. today is an enriching day.. haax.. went for carol prac in the morn and then caroling in NUH the whole afternoon las.. haax.. think we touched many old patients.. i conducted prayer for 1 of the patients too.. haax.. he teared las.. haix.. poor chaps lehx.. then we here like not living to the fullest.. wasting our lives on useless stuff.. *shakeheads.. hope i can stand up to be a better man.. haax.. to be a better man.. quite lame ya.. tml another bz day.. give the day to the lord bahx.. hmmm.. not something i can do everyday.. tml morn service then go all saints home to carol.. guitarist tml.. stressed.. haax.. then at night got a gathering with most pple i dunno.. hmmm.. sometimes i find that its veri hard to be christ like.. pple treat you bad and you must treat him/her better.. not call treat you bad las.. make you feel bad about something.. haax.. but i know the result will be a good 1.. yupx.. haax.. today the girl tt lead us for the caroling for NUH ritex.. she is a teach in dunman high teaching bio.. hahax.. she is so funni las.. dunno how she will be like in the classroom.. hahax.. pray that tml everything goes well.. haax.. i also dunno wad i wan for christmas.. mayb im in the naughty list.. wahaha..Labels: HOHOHO..
[Zen] believed today at 10:35 PM
Friday, December 22, 2006
haix.. wierd these few days.. did i entered the "irritating" list of some1?? hmmm.. like wadever i do she will rebute or something.. hahax.. last night pass her her gi since i need to buy something there.. then she say i like tt.. a bit sad.. but is alritex.. haax.. actualli was think if should invite her to the old jing gang outing.. think she will think that i am being extra bahx.. oh well.. as long as she is happy then im fine with it.. tml going caroling.. wahahax.. going NUH to carol.. hope dun make them suffer further.. hahax.. then sun will be caroling at All Saints Home.. hmmm.. think this christmas i should do something for God in return to repay his kindness.. haax..
[Zen] believed today at 3:44 PM
Sunday, December 17, 2006
OH YA I FORGOT TO ANNOUNCE!!! drum roll...... wahahax.. i going carolling.. o0 0o lolx.. anti climax.. hmmm.. ya los.. carol at some old folks home.. actualli they ask for youngsters.. then my aunt push me to go.. even my cousin like 26 going.. haax.. youngsters ehxx.. hmmmm.. a bit in the wrong category already.. well.. hope that everyone still remember the purpose of christmas; to remember that it is the day when Jesus was borned.. and it is the best present God has given us.. ok las.. i shall drink coffee at home jux to spend time telling you all a story.. during world war 2, it is a custom in US for a family who had a son serving in the military to place a star in front of the window in their home. a gold star indicated that the son died in support of his country.. there was this guy with his 5 years old son walking down a road 1 day and the gold stars on the windows of the houses caught his eye.. the father told him it is because of the family losing a son to the country.. and then later they walked to an empty slot, a break in the row of houses.. the boy said " look at the star of the window of heaven. God must have given His Son too.. haax..
For God so loved the world,
He gave His only Son
To die on Calvary's tree,
from sin to set me free;
Someday He's coming back,
what glory that will be.
Wonderful His love to me.Labels: tadadadadadada tadatadada( looney tune song ) thats all folks.. haa
[Zen] believed today at 11:12 PM
wow.. 1 more week to christmas.. hmmm.. thats fast.. hahax.. this week think im been slacking a lot.. should buck up a bit i guess.. actaulli got quite some things to say but lazy to post it here and some things cannot be posted de.. hmmm.. so jux keep it this way then.. ehx.. our click outing like some how keep on not confirm yet.. and wl like missing in action again.. dunno wad he is up to this few days.. bored to pieces now.. should i drive out for a cup of coffee?? hmmm.. and where.. think i should go out and take a breather.. chaox..Labels: wierd week..
[Zen] believed today at 11:03 PM
Thursday, December 14, 2006
hahax.. today i asked for stay out.. to go out with her initially but her younger sister also came along.. hahax.. its not bad too.. hmmm.. can say that she realli changed bahx.. pple do change as time past.. but realli wan to say her outfit realli quite cool man.. hahax.. i think she has 6 ear holes.. hahax.. cool rite.. but okie las.. she happi jiu hao.. her relationship with her fam also not bad.. good los.. now she is also in christ arms.. hope the holy spirit guides her well.. haax.. hope we can be good friends.. yupx.. tml got RSM parade.. damn stupid las.. waste my time.. hahax.. think tml night book out again.. haax.. my life realli veri slack when slack man.. captain tan not in.. hahax.. slack slack slack.. although by tml i must come out with the schedule of the retreat.. haiya ez las.. hahax..Labels: mood: slackish
[Zen] believed today at 1:30 AM
Friday, December 08, 2006
hahax.. this week have been so slack las.. cant believe it myself also.. every1 like keep on pushing me to book out.. hows that for an estimate.. d: haax.. today have half day off las.. but never go los.. onli book out about 3 plus.. haax.. its onli cox si hua got pang seh-ed.. if not i also wun book out until 5 plus las.. hahax.. so yax.. hmmm.. reading ash blog ar.. seems like she has grown up le.. hahax.. think the ash i once know is gone le.. haax.. thats good too.. see she now veri happi with her fam.. having holiday.. driving around and shopping.. haax.. so nice las.. her mother has realli put in a lot of effort and jux waiting for this to happen los.. hard on her bahx.. haax.. miracles of Gods work.. Labels: mood: so so las
[Zen] believed today at 11:55 PM
Monday, December 04, 2006
hmmm.. bday passed.. sis bday passed.. baptism day passed.. haax.. everyday jux pass by like tt.. weeeeeeeeeeeee.. wooooooooo.. jux feel like doing tt.. hahax.. bored to the core man.. haax.. went out to drink coffee with trent jux now then fetch him home from siglap.. hmmm.. slowly enjoying class 95 in the car.. veri soothing music lehx.. haax.. makes you wan to daze and think of other stuff other then the road.. but at night i suppose is okie las..so angry las ytd rite there was this big BMW SUV los.. there is a road near bradell with merging lane from 2 lanes to 1 las.. then this stupid SUV is behind me initially then he try to squeeze with me from 2 lanes to 1 lane las.. i like step brake quite hard to let him cross los.. if not i scratch his stupid SUV le.. and i was so close to the kerb already los.. this kind of drivers ar sure cox a lot of accidents.. grrrr.. oh well its over.. hmmm.. today something freaky or rather good thing happened to me.. i got baptized today las.. then ar.. when the pastor sprinkle the holy water on my head while i am kneeling down with my eyes closed las.. there was this image of jesus christ being nailed to the cross.. then the holy water on my head dripped onto my hand that has red paint marks on them cox i was making gundam model the day b4.. haax.. it is like He is cleasing me with his blood las.. haax.. jux sudden de.. hmmm.. yaax.. btw the model kit is given by my friends as bday present.. haax.. everything i do ar.. will relate to her somehow.. but yaax.. hahax.. today my aunt ask me.. so how ar you and her? normal friends ar.. then she come back right.. when both of you meet you wun feel awkward mehx? last time you all so close.. haax.. and also ask me wad kind of attitude you go and meet her? is it that kind of wan to get back together lehx or wad.. hahax.. think im fine with it las.. jux like go out los.. y think so much.. wahhahaax.. until then, then you will know las.. hahax.. but is kinda impossible i guess.. lolx.. time fly please.. lolx.. jux let me erm finish wad God wans me to do here and go.. haax.. i always have tis ques in mind but haven ask yet.. they say that if you believe in God and confess that you believe in Him, you have a ticket to heaven.. FOC.. yayax.. but wad for? eternal life? wad if you dun fancy eternal life like me.. jux dun go hell and i'll be happi le.. my pastor told be something like tt b4.. if you dun go heaven that means is hell los.. cox there is nothing in the bible that states there are other alternatives.. haax.. when you die, cant i jux be gone and be with it? hmm.. like a pile of dust.. POO!! gone.. forever and ever.. wahahahahax.. there is this story.. one man he is given by God to choose between heaven or hell.. God says He will bring him to see both places b4 he decides los.. then when he went to heaven, he sees many pple sitting down drinking tea and pple singing songs to praise God.. then He took a trip to hell, he saw pple playing tennis golf and a bar.. later God ask him, so wad is your decision? he said that if he goes heaven he gotta sing praises eternally and hell seems more carefree.. so he decided to go hell.. but when he touches the doors of hell it is burning hot and pple inside hell are suffering from the intense heat.. and God said to him.. you have been used by the devil.. you always see things that is right in front of you.. like the toubles you have now.. is jux in front of you.. God has His purpose for wadever He does.. haix.. pray that i'll learn this well.. ehx.. lost my chain of thoughts.. hahax.. OHHHH.. remember le.. try this yourself.. that day we are having this discussion on visions and life.. okok.. draw a tomb-stone on a piece of paper.. put your name on it.. year when you are born and a dash and put XXXX(date of death) exp for me is 1987-XXXX.. then think wad you wan to be on your tomb-stone and write it down.. wad you have writen is the vision and goal of your life.. haax.. cool eh.. think this is enough for you folks to digest for a day.. hahahahax..Labels: mood: peaceful
[Zen] believed today at 12:48 AM
