hey this weekend not bad.. quite enriching too.. i openly announce.. (drum roll!!!!!!!!!!!) hahahax.. I QUIT SMOKING!!! wahahahax.. is'nt it good?? hahax.. must announce.. dunno leh.. something trent said made me realise something.. hahax.. i always say that there is no point quiting.. so like jux smoke veri little can le.. and i also say wait for the cue from God to tell me to quit.. hahax.. i remember the first lesson of mmy bible study.. God talks to us in mani different ways.. by prayer, by the holy spirit and the last of all, by another person.. hahax.. he always have been telling me to quit.. thats the cue from God but i always never realise.. kinda stupid las.. hahax.. still remember my first bible study lesson.. haax.. and another thing.. hmmm.. think i accepted to be baptized this coming dec los.. hahax.. actualli dun also doesnt matter.. haax. but baptism is a form of public expression of you accepting God los.. and join the big family.. hahax.. ytd veri funny los.. like i talk to trent at the bridge there then after that we walked to take train.. keep thinking of it los.. then later i pass the pack of the cigerette to him los.. hahax.. he is known to be best for throwing away cigerette or wasting it de.. hahax.. waste like jux play them like candles.. -_- cant stand him last time ar.. hahax.. well for those out there.. look at me.. i am the best testimony of God bahx.. hahax.. i wun like spread gospels or anything.. hahax.. although it is the job of a christian, i wun los.. cox actions speak louder than words.. hahax.. i been through a struggle last time cox of some1.. it still lingers in me sometimes.. oh well jux pray for her aways and hope for the best for her.. hahax.. yeah.. going back to camp again.. full week in camp.. argh!! long time never stay for a full week le.. hahax.. keep on take off.. d: bye peeps.. God bless.. :D
[Zen] believed today at 6:34 PM
hey this weekend not bad.. quite enriching too.. i openly announce.. (drum roll!!!!!!!!!!!) hahahax.. I QUIT SMOKING!!! wahahahax.. is'nt it good?? hahax.. must announce.. dunno leh.. something trent said made me realise something.. hahax.. i always say that there is no point quiting.. so like jux smoke veri little can le.. and i also say wait for the cue from God to tell me to quit.. hahax.. i remember the first lesson of mmy bible study.. God talks to us in mani different ways.. by prayer, by the holy spirit and the last of all, by another person.. hahax.. he always have been telling me to quit.. thats the cue from God but i always never realise.. kinda stupid las.. hahax.. still remember my first bible study lesson.. haax.. and another thing.. hmmm.. think i accepted to be baptized this coming dec los.. hahax.. actualli dun also doesnt matter.. haax. but baptism is a form of public expression of you accepting God los.. and join the big family.. hahax.. ytd veri funny los.. like i talk to trent at the bridge there then after that we walked to take train.. keep thinking of it los.. then later i pass the pack of the cigerette to him los.. hahax.. he is known to be best for throwing away cigerette or wasting it de.. hahax.. waste like jux play them like candles.. -_- cant stand him last time ar.. hahax.. well for those out there.. look at me.. i am the best testimony of God bahx.. hahax.. i wun like spread gospels or anything.. hahax.. although it is the job of a christian, i wun los.. cox actions speak louder than words.. hahax.. i been through a struggle last time cox of some1.. it still lingers in me sometimes.. oh well jux pray for her aways and hope for the best for her.. hahax.. yeah.. going back to camp again.. full week in camp.. argh!! long time never stay for a full week le.. hahax.. keep on take off.. d: bye peeps.. God bless.. :D
[Zen] believed today at 6:15 PM
Saturday, October 28, 2006
haax.. today drove a lot las.. felt tired driving.. hmmm.. and driving need a lot of planning too.. parking is even worst.. haax.. so bored so jux sms ash los.. apparently she is watching chick flick.. hahax.. sometimes i wonder if i became back to my old self b4 ashley.. hahax.. like kinda keep myself in one corner and not open up animore.. at least not naturally.. hahax.. but oh well.. i think this is the path i am going back.. haax.. sleep sleep time.. watching 40 year old virgin.. funni in a dirty way.. hahax..
[Zen] believed today at 12:55 AM
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
haax.. today is a day when i realli rot at home.. hahax.. this kind of life will come more when i go uni i guess.. in aus espectially.. hahax.. you will stay at home.. hmmm.. gonna pack my room a bit then wash clothes then mayb go wash the car and then go supermarket and get something los.. haax.. listening to this song "in demand" by texas.. nice song.. hmmm.. remember the mtv as well.. it is a journey of a girl and a guy on the car.. then later they dance in the petrol station and send her home.. haax.. quite a sad song.. hmmm.. going to go do chores after this los.. hmmm.. been watching the serial whole day.. haax.. a bit wasted.. like spend the whole day at home.. 15 days to my traffic police test.. haax.. hopefully i pass then can drive without worries anymore.. if not always i drive like super careful las.. not onli look out for yourself but also look out for potential dangers of other cars.. a lot of effort involved lehx.. hahax.. thanks to my sis bf i got like 2k of songs.. hahax.. my nomad like got more las.. d: but its been missing since quite long.. hahax.. okie las.. go do the chores le.. :D
[Zen] believed today at 5:04 PM
hmm.. think kinda long after my last entry.. hahax.. this few days long break.. not veri long actualli.. jux 5 days.. haax.. nothing much this few days.. jux waiting when will i be transfered over.. haax.. kinda like floating in my platoon le.. hmmm.. see how bahx.. think i gonna see doc tml los.. today is mon hor.. the doc is closed on tues!!! argh.. then weds los.. no choice.. haax.. i also dunno wad to do later.. for tml and the day after.. kinda pathetic las.. but ya.. its like that.. wahx.. stupid itunes!!! i press play then play this song.. "after all that we've been through" by chicago.. this bring to my nomad too.. hahax.. this is the 1 out of the 2 songs from chicago inside.. hmmm.. classic man this song.. hahax.. think i like classics and oldies le.. hahax.. old liao.. haix.. once i read about songs indicates your feelings.. so wad am i feeling?? bored.. hahax.. i put in my to-do list 4 things.. 1st to get my driving licience on 8 nov.. hopefulli if nothing goes wrong.. hahax.. 2nd to save 2000 bucks of my future ibook.. 3rd to get a tattoo done.. after my face recover fully.. hahax.. until realli no outbreaks at all.. hmmm.. 4th is the hardest but yet not impossible.. stay happi and cheerful.. hahax.. :/ 4th sounds wierd.. but its there las.. hmmm now got this romantic saxophone tune.. o0 dotx.. wad happen to my com... hahax.. became so sentimental.. hahax.. at last something better.. coldplay-in my place.. bored and nowhere to go.. shall sleep then.. chaox..
[Zen] believed today at 9:32 PM
hahax.. one more week pass liao.. hmmm.. 1 week nearer to ORD!! but hmmm it still seems kinda far las.. around 50 plus weeks more.. haax.. passed ash bday le.. at least she still appreciates my gift.. and im contented le las.. haax.. she smsed me "call me Xp" when she received the gift then i called her about 3 mins then later she say she will call me an 1hr later.. so ya.. i called her an hour later las.. cox i bet she will forget de.. hahax.. then we talked about 15mins los.. not much.. all the formality los.. hahax.. at least she is veri happi that day.. her family used loudspeaker to sing a bday song and her friends are also so caring.. thank god for everything she has los.. he answered my prayer.. :) i've been praying for her every single prayer i made.. hahax.. see her so happi i also happi for her las.. haax.. she was kinda happi that i send her something too.. ehx.. while we were talking she mentioned about the ashley in my njd class.. something like god gave me a new ashley in my njd class rather than the bad ashley formerly.. she bad mehx?? haax.. not bad las.. its her own freedom to choose.. i dunno lehx.. that night after talking to her made me kinda moody.. hahax.. is like i remember the good times together.. think i this guy too sentimental le.. jux cannot let go los.. is like so sosososososo long le.. hahax... dunno when then i will completely not affected by her.. hahax.. seems quite imposible las.. haax.. but we must always move on.. my aunt also got ask me last week or last last week about if i had let go liao and if i will be scared to have a relationship again.. hahax.. last time she was so afriad that i will find a new girl after she left for aus.. hahax.. she gets the answer now le ritex.. wahahahax.. hmmm.. not interested in ani1 lehx.. haax.. or i have not been socialising at all.. hahax.. think so bahx.. she has a new room-mate.. hahax.. previously she was staying alone las.. haax.. her room-mate's name is called lu.. according to her blog las.. hahax.. hope both of them will get along well los.. i also dunno wads my aim for life now le.. kinda lost.. still trying to keep afloat los.. no matter wad pple say or like encourage me.. i'll still be the same las.. for now hopefully.. see which girl will have such power to change moi this stubborn stupid boy.. hahax.. d: still looking...
[Zen] believed today at 9:47 PM
haax.. a week end again.. and next week gotta do fri orderly duty.. so sat morning then book out.. but its alrite las.. haax.. also not sure if thats my last duty le.. might change me go do the admin work liao.. haax.. hmmm.. let god be the one who lead me bahx.. haax.. did something out of the blue today.. i sent mooncakes to ash grandma house.. wanted to talk talk with her but she is sleeping so jux pass it to her aunt los.. haax.. think she took good care of me last time so ya los.. haax.. today i learnt something new too.. being a good christian is not that ez too.. gotta follow him and do good.. think im far from good los.. haax.. let the holy spirit guides me well too.. ehx.. got chat with ash quite extensively this weekend too.. she prayed for a partner and think she found some1 who likes her.. haax.. but the thing a bit complicated las.. cox one of her good friend likes him too.. and he like like her now.. and is like not veri nice to you know las.. haax.. he asked her to go prom with him too.. haax.. but think she declined cox of her friend.. haax.. she said she heard a lot of rumours that he is a veri gentleman.. haax.. and he is a fencing champ..
wow... haax.. hope she can find some1 that can take care of her los.. hopefully be the last bahx.. haax.. but he is malaysian again o0.. hahx. i have hold backs of malaysians.. dunno y.. think is cox of the science summer sch tt time which i attended with her.. dun realli like them lehx.. hahax.. but its her choice mahx.. hahax.. the lastest entry of her blog rite.. got say somethiig about me las.. its like she listed 15 names and then there is a series of ques that ask you about the person los.. then im listed as n.o 7 then the ques ask like say something about n.o 7.. she said that im a person that is her center of her universe once in her life.. haax.. then the next ques is will you date n.o7.. haax.. she said dated done and over with.. lolx.. haax.. gotta end le cox that si hua rushing moi!!!!!!!!!!!!!! d:
[Zen] believed today at 8:49 PM
