hahax.. one more week pass liao.. hmmm.. 1 week nearer to ORD!! but hmmm it still seems kinda far las.. around 50 plus weeks more.. haax.. passed ash bday le.. at least she still appreciates my gift.. and im contented le las.. haax.. she smsed me "call me Xp" when she received the gift then i called her about 3 mins then later she say she will call me an 1hr later.. so ya.. i called her an hour later las.. cox i bet she will forget de.. hahax.. then we talked about 15mins los.. not much.. all the formality los.. hahax.. at least she is veri happi that day.. her family used loudspeaker to sing a bday song and her friends are also so caring.. thank god for everything she has los.. he answered my prayer.. :) i've been praying for her every single prayer i made.. hahax.. see her so happi i also happi for her las.. haax.. she was kinda happi that i send her something too.. ehx.. while we were talking she mentioned about the ashley in my njd class.. something like god gave me a new ashley in my njd class rather than the bad ashley formerly.. she bad mehx?? haax.. not bad las.. its her own freedom to choose.. i dunno lehx.. that night after talking to her made me kinda moody.. hahax.. is like i remember the good times together.. think i this guy too sentimental le.. jux cannot let go los.. is like so sosososososo long le.. hahax... dunno when then i will completely not affected by her.. hahax.. seems quite imposible las.. haax.. but we must always move on.. my aunt also got ask me last week or last last week about if i had let go liao and if i will be scared to have a relationship again.. hahax.. last time she was so afriad that i will find a new girl after she left for aus.. hahax.. she gets the answer now le ritex.. wahahahax.. hmmm.. not interested in ani1 lehx.. haax.. or i have not been socialising at all.. hahax.. think so bahx.. she has a new room-mate.. hahax.. previously she was staying alone las.. haax.. her room-mate's name is called lu.. according to her blog las.. hahax.. hope both of them will get along well los.. i also dunno wads my aim for life now le.. kinda lost.. still trying to keep afloat los.. no matter wad pple say or like encourage me.. i'll still be the same las.. for now hopefully.. see which girl will have such power to change moi this stubborn stupid boy.. hahax.. d: still looking...
[Zen] believed today at 9:47 PM
