hmmm.. is near 10 le.. and that girl still haven sms me yet.. wierd.. wait for her to sms los.. haax.. today quite sad wor.. my small grandma fell and sent to hospital.. she dislocated her finger and fracture her hip bone there.. causing the left leg not able to move.. hmmm.. quite sad ar.. tml is her operation for the hipbone.. hope it goes well and she can walk normally again los.. haix.. jux now she stroke and hold my hand while talking to me.. haax.. can feel the amount of care and concern she gave me las.. although my mum is not her real daughter, she still treat her and us like her own daughter and grandson respectively.. hmmm.. she ate with my family and ash a few times las.. then jux now i msg ash and she still remember las.. she say the skinny and veri nice one ar.. hahax.. she still ask me to send her wishes.. hmmm.. not bad las.. at least she replied me.. haax.. ytd i booked in to pei my friend las.. then we talked quite a lot.. haax.. talked about my acceptance of lesbians and rejection of gays.. haax.. he asked me.. wad if you find out that your daughter is les.. i say i will tell her that it is not veri rite las.. but im not stopping you and its her choice.. then he ask wad if you have a son and he is gay.. hahax.. i said think i cant take it las.. lolx.. quite wierd ar.. realli cant take gays.. distant friend still okie las but close ones.. nonono.. hahax.. then later he also mentioned things tt have me thinking las.. like pple will nvr forget the first person you are sexually intimate with.. is never forget.. quite true ar.. who will forget their first.. hahax.. im not like having more confidence to have ash back in the future or anything.. tiaox.. but is like ya jux merely a truth los.. hmmm.. until now i still think we are impossible las.. how can get back together de.. hahax.. its so far apart le.. her mind thinks diff and stuff.. i think i changed too.. you know is like boats sailing in diff directions.. haax.. jux leave it to fate las.. who i'll meet and wad will happen in the future.. hmmm.. but still constantly miss her las.. thats normal wad.. haax.. studied a bit today.. realli quite a bit onli.. hahax.. must buck up.. reading my purpose divine book again.. lost my way in life.. haix.. hope my grandma is well tml los.. hmmm..
[Zen] believed today at 10:00 PM
