haiya.. got accepted to mel u le.. woohoo.. veri excited cox that is where i realli wanna go.. monash is jux like a back up for me.. haax.. and not onli that wor.. they offer me engineering (chemical and biomolecular).. realli is omg.. so nice.. i realli wanted that course b4 A levels even started las.. like aiming for it.. but is like 200k for 4 years las.. think my parents regret buying a house in genting which cost like 150k in the past las.. now is onli worth like 60k le.. less than half wor.. i dunno lehx.. my mum is working so hard to let me go and study.. the onli thing i can do is to encourage her los and tell her if realli cant afford then never mind las.. haax.. this is fate los.. hmmm.. but if i realli have the oppotunity to go i will make full use of it.. paste a big banner in front of my room.. your parents worked so hard for you to be here.. make full use of it!!! whahaha.. think so far le.. now gotta calculate and research about it los.. hmmm.. actually ash could gimme all the info i need cox she is there.. but i kinda break contact with her after that stupid incident las.. so ya.. fiid myself los.. and now i must make my mind clear that it is not bcox of her that i wan to go there.. if not i realli let down my parents.. they try so hard for me and i go there bcox of a girl.. o0 thats sad man.. haax.. tml going to IDP to ask them to send my IELPS results to mel u then they will send a full acceptance letter.. haix.. but they got state in the letter.. this offer will remain open onli as long as there are places still available in the course offered above.. so if i realli made up my mind then must go pay the tuition fees le los.. to earn back the 200kin 6 years, i must have a job of having 2777bucks per month los.. so hope that i can have such a job.. according to the career guide las.. a chem engineer there has a pay of average 3000 bucks per month.. if i can get it los.. haax.. so thats the question.. and if i go there then will be the same uni as ash.. will i be affected?? sianx.. dunno lehx.. veri hard to say in the future.. mayb breaking contact now is good las.. give me time to forget her.. haax.. so ya.. later got concert in st pats.. ms siva is back from perth and got her master's degree in councilling le.. wahx.. later go talk to her los.. also dunno how is she le.. she always give good advises.. haax.. actualli the thing that i aspire to do is biomedical engineering.. but i think i do not have the talent and ability to do it los.. hahax.. monash offer me biomed science and mel u offer me engineering.. hahax.. i onli have the ability to do half of it.. hahax.. i like engineering more.. heex.. and is chem and bio engine los.. wooo.. mayb this excitement is jux temporary like si hua and her fireworks.. hahax.. thats funny.. d: okie las.. gotta go shower and go pei that gab go buy things.. then go njd le.. haax..
bewildered!!
[Zen] believed today at 12:53 PM
